Well, it lasted two whole weeks - well, two weeks and two days. I was going out with Sam - Sam! - for me he represented everything I couldn't get, and then I had him, for a lil while. He dumped me by text message last night, with some bullshit reason about his problems and that he just didn't like me the way I liked him . . and then I find out today that he asked April out at lunchtime - a girl he'd been flirting with for ages, and I was getting paranoid about, but he said I had nothing to worry about. He broke up with me last night, and told her yesterday he'd done it at the weekend. I wanted to cry all day, but you can't at school, not unless you wanna look totally weak. It was the unhealthiest relationship I've ever had, but I still want him, despite the fact that he has, and continues to, screw me over.

On the other hand, I managed to worry my chem teacher - again. He already thinks I'm strange after I told him about swapping underwear with Ben, and didn't mention it was a dare, then called Richard asexual in front of him, then talked about becoming a lesbian when coming in the classroom this morning (he always stands by the door), and finally I shouted 'Louise, get off my arse now!' at her when she wouldn't stop touching my bum. Ben and I had a good laugh over that, as we always do in science lessons. He's being really sweet over all this, as all my friends are, making me feel even more pathetic. At least I've got Leeds on Saturday to look forward to, sans Sam seeing as he's working, and then badminton on Sunday with Ben, and a parent free weekend as they're in Somerset helping my dear big brother move back up.

I've also got my nanna's surprise party for her 80th birthday to look forward to on the 15th - complete with stripper; I'm going to Bowling For Soup with TJ and Emma, who are being supported by American Hi-Fi, on the 20th; and then going to Whitby Goth Weekend at the end of the month, and probably doing something cool for Halloween - either trick or treating with the twins seeing as they've never been or maybe York Dungeon with some friends - it'll probably be a laugh, coz either way we've got the day off school, I think. Anyways, I've got all that off my chest - I know some people might think it's stupid writing an entire journal entry about this crap, but it's a way of ranting without annoying my nearest and dearest and looking like a whiny little twat.